Friday, September 26, 2008

周杰倫 - 稻香

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Outcome

Up up way up high!

I don't know when and how it will become to this situation. It is a really bad symptom for me. What am i going to do? My tongue is like twist around in my mouth. I couldn't help but wonder is it my tongue didn't work for so long time and end up like this? Lack of talking? Lack of exercise on my tongue tissue? I don't know at all.

Talking to people become an obstacle to me. I can't spell out a proper word when i talking to them. What the hell is going on? Where the hell of my confidence? Nothing best describe me like ant on a hot pot.

I am worry..ok is damn worry. It is cruel for me living in this fucking realistic world.

I can't imagine in one day me and "Language Barrier" has a link! Oh gosh..i am touching wood now.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Losing my temper II

In his mind, I am VERY good in mind reading. OH!! How i wish i was good in that BUT i am not. I've been asking two times when he hand me some documents and the answer from him is "The documents is for our filing record". So i just file it and continue my stuff. 10 minutes later, he ask me whether i photocopy those documents already? What?!!? Good questions in my head. Words came from his mouth is filing but in his head is asking me to photocopy + filing.

Oh well...i wish i can read everyone mind and set up a shop, earn money from my special talent "Mind reading Expert". Good?

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Losing my temper

Not once but twice this happend on me. I am repeat one last time. "I AM NOT DOING PURCHASE ORDER!!"

Today or just so happen on last few minutes, again my manager ask me about Purchase Order (PO). I don't know why he didn't call admin in main office instead of ask me to call admin! Both of us are sitting in same office, how on earth i know what happen in main office? When i helping him call the dump admin, he is yelling behind me and nag on the process bla bla bla. I can't take it anymore. Everytime i call out, sure he will shout right behind me. Can't just keep quiet for a few minutes? Is this hard?

He just pissing me off!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Blank

Nothing to write about, half dead but life still gotta moves on.

Everything is stuck. Lucky star always slipped away from me.