My surname - Pan

I was wondering am i in decision making process? I am always the last one to know everything in my family or should i put it in this way, i just being "inform" what i should do and no objection.

Whatever their so call suggest is to order me to do them a favor. It is tired to listen all those "suggestion" whereby i can not say NO. I did said No once or twice but end up i am the one to blame for not help or contribute enough to family. What on earth i become so so desperate to fulfill my family's need?! Answer - I've got no choice.

I just need a little respect to get me in decision making before decision is made.

I am Back

My poor blog is been abandoned by me for so long.

Everyday i am working my ass off to finish schedule. Recently my boss came out a target for my team. She wants Six weeks in advance for the scheduling. I can't imagine how are we going to do that for her. Bear in mind that only three peoples in my team do 24/7 channel program.

Till now i still fine with my new company but not for my colleagues. Oh well, i will not judge her as she might has huge ambition in her mind.

Christmas is coming, i am still wondering what should i do during Christmas Eve. Stay home watch TV? Countdown with friends? Switch off mobile lost contact with the world and have a "Silent" Night? Hmmm....

OK. Times up! Working time.

Ciao