Rihanna - Take A Bow

*clap*clap*

Friend

Yet another Emo post right here.

I am confusing. Is it good that people take things serious? For me, i will say that it is depend on the situation.My intention is not what you've thought. Every people have different way of expression on their feel or concern. I am don't know that MY way will affect people around me.

For certain people is just that letting them know i am still alive and showing my concern on them. But for certain people, they might think that it is way too much. We can not satisfy everyone's need in this world. We can be a good friend when hanging out, but it doesn't mean that we are really a friend. In a bad way to describe a friend is to ask for help when you need it. Unless we are really give an effort to build up a good relationship. It is difficult to maintain a good friendship. Friend can easy to be but how many of us can find someone really reach our heart.

A simple message or words to care about is way better than none. At least we make an effort on it. I love people show me the truth instead of wearing a mask while we communicate. Friends is to let you feel that we are in the comfort zone instead of fighting in the battle field.

Anyway just be truth to our friend~

Weather's Fault

It is damn hot these days. When shopping inside aircon shopping mall also can feel the heat outside. What's going on for "Uncle Sun"? Useless that i toke cold shower for so many times at home. Argh!! Here comes Emo Gwen today. Weather really making me HOT temper. I don't know what should i do to calm me down apart of get a aircon remote control and change to freeze mode.

Really need a day out i mean not in Singapore. Short Trip is the best choice for me now. I am planning to go island having a break. Which island? Not sure. Alone? Not sure. How many days for the trip? Not sure. In sum for all possible question might be asked, the answer is Not Sure. A good company is needed for sure. I don't wish my short trip blow out *sobs*

What's going on?

Another complaint post about my job

I am serve as housekeeping staff for this company. Funny?! Nope..is totally freaking me out. Everytime called up and ask me do this for office.

Argh!! I am sick of it !!

Nonsense

Things happened few weeks ago, i feel upset on what people's think of me. I don't know what's going on and don't wish to know more. Since we more like a Hi-Bye friend or maybe even worst. Because i really didn't feel any sincerity from you to become a friend.

I really need to make things clear here that I am not what you said. It does a matter to me..sorry if you find me petty on this small issue.

Is it a Big problem that i meet my friend that i know him longer than you? Is it a problem with you that i attend a dinner or function? Is it a problem that i close with him?

Just think twice before you say..it just that simple. Am i like "sticky sweets" as you said? Why not you think back what you have done then only give comment?

You are not qualify to give any comment on me yet.

p/s Sorry for anyone who concern in it.

李聖傑 - 靠近

For someone out there

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out and touch me
you'll see I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

困扰

很多事情真的很难去分辨是与否，
当你知道越多的时候未必是一件好事。
这只会让自己感到更烦恼，痛苦
思绪真的很乱，我只要一个平凡的日子。

我的要求不过份吧...
我可以是你的聆听者，不过有些事情放在心里总比说出好
很难去分辨你对我说的是真心还是假意
不想去深入了解 不想去寻找真相
原因是不想再让自己过度伤心

你的言行举止让人窒息
你的真心话往往会让我质疑

我真的很累

不想历史重演 痛苦的那一刻是难以形容
人的接受能耐有限 不要再把你的快乐建在我的痛苦上
痛痛快快的畅饮一场或许是我的临时解药

Wish List

Drop down my wish list today a bit weird huh.. but still wish to get this list here and now

1) I wish to be a Millionaire or Billionaire (if possible hehe)
2) I wish i can own a property which can get me high repay when i sell it out.
3) I wish i can own Maserati.
4) I wish my boobs bigger so can wear deep V.
5) I wish i can be as sexy as Scarlett Johansson.
6) I wish to travel around the world.