Impulsive

Counting on my calendar, I've been worked one and a half years time in Singapore. Time flies till i can't imagine i had spent nearly one year time in this boring job. Recalled that time i am in a mess, broken up with boyfriend, new job couldn't get me working pass, my social visit pass was no more days left, everyday i cried myself to sleep or insomnia. My eyes was swollen and red, i was kept on thinking what on earth i had to face so many things all by myself. It is tough and miserable time i had gone through.

Sometimes I really wish i can go back to Malaysia to spend my working life time there. At least i can hang out with my friends and not being worry on unable to get working pass if i switch job. Every times saw my friends' photo showing how happy and enjoyable life there. I am so jealous!

One of my friend in singapore here seem to go back to her hometown shortly. My nightmare is about to begin. For having her in singapore we can keep ourselves company during weekend or even dinner after work. I gotta make myself brave enough to accept that i will be alone after month time. Maybe You'll find me deep inside the Lonely Grave soon or later.

I wish i can go back to KL!! *sob*