Believe it or...

Do you believe in fortune teller?

My mind was being interrupted by what my mum told me last weekend. Undoubtedly that my mum was very into those fortune telling stuff. She can drive to everywhere she want in order to find a "si fu" to predict future. I am not that obsess in it but sometimes it really touch your heart when listen to a stranger say somethings that relate to ourselves. Recently my mum went to some where near Kampar to get to this "Si Fu". An old lady and damn accurate when describe our family members attitude. This is what my mum them told me.

Here comes the hints that the old lady gives to my mum. It is regarding my younger twin(Jun Xuan). Jun Xuan is a celebral palsy kids, in simple he will not growing up like any other kids. Since the day we found out, we never give up to get best treatment for him. No matter how curiosity or sympathy way of peoples look at him, he still an angel in our heart. The Old lady told my mum that Jun Xuan will not stay with us longer time. What you will react when you listen to something like this? My head keep bumping up what can i do when this really happen. I can't even sleep well these days with this fucking hints. Keep turning my mind upside down.

Sigh...

I will rather choose to believe in miracle like what Jaster said to me. In this time i really do. Nothing is impossible when we really give an effort on it. Hints has been given but not gonna stop me to love Jun Xuan and Yu Xuan. They brighten my life with their smile, laugh, baby talk...

Dear Jun Xuan, Yu Xuan,

Mommy loves you two very much! *Muaks*